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noticed either oneI was looking at the framed
sketch on the wall above the shelves of CDs, and
for a few seconds I forgot to breathe
The sketch was just pencil, augmented by two
scarlet threads, probably added with nothing more
than a plain red ballpoint pen - the kind teachers
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use to grade papersThese not-quite-offhand
scribbles had been laid along the horizon-line of
the Gulf to indicate sunset
They were genius writ smallIt was my horizon,
the one I saw from Little PinkI knew that just
as I knew the artist had been listening to the
shells grind steadily beneath him as he turned
blank white paper into what his eye saw and his
mind translatedOn the horizon was a ship,
probably a tankerIt could have been the very one
I'd drawn my first evening at Number 13 Duma Key
RoadThe style was nothing at all like mine, but
the choice of subject-matter was damn near
identical
Scribbled almost carelessly at the bottom: Salv
Dal?
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Miss Eastlake - Elizabeth - had her cigarette
while Oprah questioned Kirstie Alley on the always
fascinating subject of weight-lossWireman
produced egg salad sandwiches, which were
deliciousMy eyes kept straying to the framed
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Dal? sketch, and I kept thinking - of course -
Hello, Dal?Phil came on and began
berating a couple of fat ladies in the audience
who had apparently volunteered to be berated, I
told Wireman and Elizabeth that I really ought to
be getting back
Elizabeth used the remote to silence DrPhil,
then held out the book the remote had been sitting
onHer eyes looked both humble and hopeful
"Wireman says you'll come and read to me on some
afternoons, Edmund, is that true?"
We're forced to make some decisions in a split
second, and I made one thenI decided not to look
at Wireman, who was sitting to Elizabeth's left
The acuity she'd exhibited at her play-table was
fading, even I could see that, but I thought there
was still quite a lot leftA glance in Wireman's
direction would be enough to tell her that this
was news to me, and she'd be embarrassedI didn't
want her to be embarrassed, partly because I liked
her and partly because I suspected life would hold
a great many embarrassments for her in the year or
two aheadIt would soon be more than forgetting
names
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"We've discussed it," I said
