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feel anything at all Ashley shook his head with slow, heavy swings
from side to sideHe was like a mortally wounded animal brought
down
by a pack of predatorsFrom his throat burst one tearing sob, and he
turned away"Forgive me, Scarlett, I beg of youI had no right to
burden you with my troublesNow I have the shame of this outburst
to
add to my other shamesBe merciful, my dear, and leave meI will
be
grateful if you will go now
Scarlett fled without a wordLater she sat at her desk with all her
legal records neatly stacked in front of herIt was going to be even
harder to keep her promise to Melly than she'd expected
Clothing and household goods weren't nearly enoughAshley wouldn't
lift a finger to help himselfShe was going to have to make him
successful whether he cooperated or notShe'd promised Melanie
And she couldn't bear to see the business she had built go under
Scarlett made a list of her assetsThe store, building and trade
It produced nearly a hundred a month in profits, but that would almost
certainly go down some ? when the Panic got to Atlanta and people
had
no money to spendShe made a note to order more cheap goods and
stop
replacing luxury items like wide velvet ribbonThe saloon on her lot
near the depotShe didn't actually own it, she leased the land and
building to the man who did, for thirty dollars a monthPeople would
likely be drinking more than ever ? when times got hard, maybe she
should raise the rentBut a few more dollars a month wouldn't be
enough to bail out Ashle
