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@@@@@If I'd given myself as a Mother like anyone else would have after five or six planetsIf, if, if? If I had not come here, if I had not given the Seeker the clues she needed to follow, then Wes would be aliveIt had taken her longer than me to figure them out, but when she did, she didn't have to pursue them with cautionShe'd barreled through the desert in an all-terrain SUV, leaving bright new scars across the fragile desert landscape, each pass getting closer They had to do something They still would have caught me in the first place, WandaI led them here, not you I was too miserable to answer her Besides, if we hadn't come here, Jamie would be deadHe would have died tonight, without youDeath everywhere I looked Why did she have to follow me?I moaned to myself'm nothurtingthe other souls here, not reallyI'm even saving some of their lives by being here, by keeping Doc from his doomed effortsWhy did she have to follow? Why did they keep her?Mel snarledhy didn't they kill her right away? Or kill her slow?I don't care how! Why is she still alive? Fear fluttered in my stomachThe Seeker was alive; the Seeker was here I shouldn't have been afraid of her Of course, it made sense to be afraid that her disappearance would bring the other Seekers down on usEveryone was afraid of thatSpying on the search for my body, the humans had seen how vocal she was about her convictionsShe'd been trying to convince the other Seekers that there were humans hiding in this desert wastelandNone seemed to take her seriouslyThey had gone home; she was the only one who kept looking But now she'd vanished in the middle of her se