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of the room, leaving awkward feelings to more than one, but exciting
small compassion in any except Fanny, who had been a quiet
auditor of the whole, and who could not think of her as under the
agitations of jealousy without great pity
A short silence succeeded her leaving them; but her brother soon
returned to business and Lovers? Vows, and was eagerly looking over
the play, with MrYates?s help, to ascertain what scenery would be
necessary?while Maria and Henry Crawford conversed together
in an under-voice, and the declaration with which she began of, ?I
am sure I would give up the part to Julia most willingly, but that
though I shall probably do it very ill, I feel persuaded she would do
it worse,? was doubtless receiving all the compliments it called for
When this had lasted some time, the division of the party was
completed by Tom Bertram and MrYates walking off together to
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consult farther in the room now beginning to be called the Theatre,
and Miss Bertram?s resolving to go down to the Parsonage herself
with the offer of Amelia to Miss Crawford; and Fanny remained
alone
The first use she made of her solitude was to take up the volume
which had been left on the table, and begin to acquaint herself with
the play of which she had heard so muchHer curiosity was all
awake, and she ran through it with an eagerness which was suspended
only by intervals of astonishment, that it could be chosen in
the present instance, that it could be proposed and accepted in a
private theatre! Agatha and Amelia appeared to her in their different
ways so totally improper for home representation?the situation
of one, and the language of the other, so unfit to be expressed
by any woman of modesty, that she could hardly suppose her cousins
could be aware of what they were engaging in; and longed to
have them roused as soon as possible by the remonstrance which
Edmund would certainly make
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CHAPTER XV
MISS CRAWFORD accepted the part very readily; and soon after Miss
Bertram?s return from the Parsonage, MrRushworth arrived, and
another character was consequently castHe had the offer of Count
Cassel and Anhalt, and at first did not know which to chuse, and
wanted Miss Bertram to direct him; but upon being made to understand
the different style of the characters, and which was which,
and recollecting that he had once seen the play in London, and had
thought Anhalt a very stupid fellow, he soon decided for the Count
Miss Bertram approved the decision, for the less he had to learn the
better; and though she could not sympathise in his wish that the
Count and Agatha might be to act together, nor wait very patiently
while he was slowly turning over the leaves with the hope of still
discovering such a scene, she very kindly took his part in hand, and
curtailed every speech that admitted being shortened; besides pointing
out the necessity of his being very much dressed, and chusing
his coloursRushworth liked the idea of his finery very well,
though affecting to despise it; and was too much engaged with what
his own appearance would be to think of the others, or draw any of
those conclusions, or feel any of that displeasure which Maria had
been half prepared for
Thus much was settled before Edmund, who had been out all the
morning, knew anything of the matter; but when he entered the
drawing-room before dinner, the buzz of discussion was high between
Tom, Maria, and MrRushworth stepped forward
with great alacrity to tell him the agreeable news
?We have got a play,? said he?It is to be Lovers? Vows; and I am
to be Count Cassel, and am to come in first with a blue dress and a
pink satin cloak, and afterwards am to have another fine fancy suit,
by way of a shooting-dressI do not know how I shall like it
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Fanny?s eyes followed Edmund, and her heart beat for him as she
heard this speech, and saw his look, and felt what his sensations
must be
?Lovers? Vows!? in a tone of the greatest amazement, was his only
reply to MrRushworth, and he turned towards his brother and sisters
as if hardly doubting a contradiction?After all our debatings and difficulties, we
find there is nothing that will suit us altogether so well, nothing so
unexceptionable, as Lovers? VowsThe wonder is that it should not
have been thought of beforeMy stupidity was abominable, for here
we have all the advantage of what I saw at Ecclesford; and it is so
useful to have anything of a model! We have cast almost every part
?But what do you do for women?? said Edmund gravely, and looking
at Maria
Maria blushed in spite of herself as she answered, ?I take the part
which Lady Ravenshaw was to have done, and? (with a bolder eye)
?Miss Crawford is to be Amelia
