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sounded just like the old days!" She paused to
draw breath, and when she spoke again, she didn't
sound so giddynot quite, but it'll do
"Know what you mean, jellybean
"Daddy, you're so amazingThis is a comeback and
a half
"How much is all this sugar going to cost me?"
"Millions," she said, and laughed
"Still planning to drop in on The Hummingbirds
tour?" I tried to sound just interestedNot
particularly concerned with my almost-twenty-yearold
daughter's love life
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"No," she said, "I think that's off Only five
words, and little ones at that, but in those five
words I heard the different, older Illy, one who
might in the not-so-distant future be at home in a
business suit and pantyhose and pumps with
practical three-quarter heels, who might wear her
hair tied back at the nape of her neck during the
day and perhaps carry a briefcase down airport
concourses instead of wearing a Gap-sack on her
backNot an If-So-Girl any longer; you could
strike any if from this vision
"The whole thing, or-"
"That remains to be seen
"I don't mean to pry, honeyIt's just that
enquiring Dads-"
" - want to know, of course they do, but I can't
help you this timeAll I know right now is that I
still love him - or at least I think I do - and I
miss him, but he's got to make a choice
At this point, Pam would have asked Between you
and the girl he's been singing with? What I asked
was, "Are you eating?"
She burst into peals of merry laughter
"Answer the question, Illy
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"Like a damn pig!"
"Then why aren't you out to lunch now?"
"A bunch of us are going to have a picnic in the
park, that's whyComplete with anthro study notes
and FrisbeeI'm bringing the cheese and French
breadAs long as you're eating and not brooding
in your tent
"Eating well, brooding moderately Her voice
changed again, became the adult oneThe abrupt
switches back and forth were disconcerting
"Sometimes I lie awake a little, and then I think
of you down t
