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Now she didn't have to explain why she'd left them at Tara; it would have been so humiliating to tell the truth, that her own children didn't want her, that they were strangers to her and she to themShe couldn't admit to anyone, not even herself, how much it hurt and how much she blamed herself She felt small and mean; she could hardly even be glad for Ella and Wade, who were so obviously happyEverything had hurt at Tara She'd felt like a strangerExcept for Grandma Robillard's portrait, she hardly recognized anything in the houseSuellen had used the money every month to buy new furniture and furnishingsThe unscarred wood of the tables was glaringly shiny to Scarlett's eyes, the colors in the rugs and curtains too brightAnd the baking heat she'd longed for in the Irish rains gave her a headache that lasted the balenciaga first whole week she was thereShe'd enjoyed visiting Alex and Sally Fontaine, but their new baby only reminded her how much she missed CatIt was only at the Tarletons' that she had a good timeTheir farm was doing well, and MrsTarleton talked nonstop about her mare in foal and her expectations for the three-year-old she insisted that Scarlett admire The easy, no-invitation-required visiting back and forth had always been the best thing about the CountyBut she'd been glad to leave Tara, and that hurt, tooIf she didn't know how much Wade loved it, it would have broken her heart that she could hardly wait to get away At least her son was taking her placeShe saw her new lawyer in Atlanta after the Tara visit, and she made a will, leaving her two-thirds share of Tara to her sonShe wasn't going to do like her father, and her motorcycle balenciaga Uncle Daniel, and leave a mess behind herAnd if Will died first, she didn't trust Suellen an inchScarlett signed the document with a flourish, and then she was freeTo go back to her CatWho healed all Scarlett's hurts in a secondThe baby's face lit up when she saw her, and the little arms reached out to her, and Cat even wanted to be hugged, and tolerated being kissed a dozen times "She looks so brown and healthy!" Scarlett exclaimed"And no wonder to it," said Maureen"She loves the sunshine that much, she takes off her bonnet the minute your back is turnedLittle gypsy is what she is, and a joy every hour of the day "Of the day and the night," Scarlett amended, holding Cat close Stephen gave Scarlett her instructions for the trip back to Galway She didn't like themTruth to tell, she didn't much like Stephen eitherBut chanel black tote bag Colum had told her Stephen was in charge of all arrangements, so she donned her mourning clothes and kept her complaints to herselfThe ship was named The widen Fleece and it was the latest thing in luxuryScarlett had no quibble with the size or the comfort of her suiteBut it did not make a direct crossingIt took a week longer, and she was anxious to get back to Ballyhara to see how the crops were faringIt was not until she was actually on the gangplank that she saw the big Notice of Departure with the ship's itinerary, or she would have refused to go, no matter what Stephen saidThe Golden Fleece loaded passengers in Savannah, Charleston, and Boston, disembarked them in Liverpool and GalwayScarlett turned in panic, ready to run back to the dockShe couldn't go to Charleston, she just couldn't! Rhett would know she gucci purses was on the ship-Rhett always knew everything, somehow-and he'd walk right into her stateroom and take Cat away I'll kill him firstAnger drove away her panic, and Scarlett turned again to walk up onto the ship's deckRhett Butler wasn't going to make her turn tail and runAll her luggage was already on board, and she was sure that Stephen was smuggling guns to Colum in her trunks They were depending on herAlso, she wanted to get back to Ballyhara, and she wouldn't let anything or anybody stand in her wayBy the time Scarlett reached her suite, she had built up a consuming fury against RhettMore than a year had passed since he had divorced her, then immediately married Anne Hampton During that year Scarlett had been so busy, had experienced such changes in her life, that she'd been able to block out the pain he vuitton gold bag had caused