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what I collected to have been your behaviour on the occasion; it
shewed a discretion highly to be commendedBut now, when he
has made his overtures so properly, and honourably?what are your
scruples now??
?You are mistaken, sir,? cried Fanny, forced by the anxiety of the
moment even to tell her uncle that he was wrong; ?you are quite
mistakenCrawford say such a thing? I gave him no
encouragement yesterdayOn the contrary, I told him, I cannot
recollect my exact words, but I am sure I told him that I would not
listen to him, that it was very unpleasant to me in every respect, and
that I begged him never to talk to me in that manner againI am
sure I said as much as that and more; and I should have said still
more, if I had been quite certain of his meaning anything seriously;
but I did not like to be, I could not bear to be, imputing more than
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might be intendedI thought it might all pass for nothing with
him
She could say no more; her breath was almost gone
?Am I to understand,? said Sir Thomas, after a few moments?
silence, ?that you mean to refuse MrCrawford??
?Yes, sir
?Refuse him??
?Yes, sirCrawford! Upon what plea? For what reason??
?I?I cannot like him, sir, well enough to marry him
?This is very strange!? said Sir Thomas, in a voice of calm displeasure
?There is something in this which my comprehension does
not reachHere is a young man wishing to pay his addresses to you,
with everything to recommend him: not merely situation in life,
fortune, and character, but with more than common agreeableness,
with address and conversation pleasing to everybodyAnd he is not
an acquaintance of to-day; you have now known him some time
His sister, moreover, is your intimate friend, and he has been doing
that for your brother, which I should suppose would have been almost
sufficient recommendation to you, had there been no otherIt
is very uncertain when my interest might have got William onHe
has done it already
?Yes,? said Fanny, in a faint voice, and looking down with fresh
shame; and she did feel almost ashamed of herself, after such a picture
as her uncle had drawn, for not liking Mr
?You must have been aware,? continued Sir Thomas presently,
?you must have been some time aware of a particularity in Mr
Crawford?s manners to youThis cannot have taken you by surprise
You must have observed his attentions; and though you always
received them very properly (I have no accusation to make on
that head), I never perceived them to be unpleasant to youI am
half inclined to think, Fanny, that you do not quite know your own
feelings
?Oh yes, sir! indeed I d
