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drawn her on the beachDrawn in
sand for the waves to take
You will want to, Elizabeth had said, but you
mustn't
Sometimes we have no choice
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We swallowed strong coffee in Big Pink's sunny
kitchen until sweat was standing out on our cheeks
I took three aspirin, adding another layer of
caffeine, then sent Jack to get two Artisan pads
And I told him to sharpen every colored pencil he
could find while he was upstairs
Wireman filled a plastic carry-sack with supplies
from the fridge: carrot stubs, cucumber strips, a
six-pack of Pepsi, three large bottles of Evian
water, some roast beef, and one of Jack's
Astronaut Chickens, still in its see-thru capsule
"Surprised you can even think of food," he said,
with the tiniest touch of reproach
"Food doesn't interest me in the slightest," I
said, "but I may have to draw stuffIn fact, I'm
positive I'll have to draw stuffAnd that seems
to burn calories by the carload
Jack returned with the pads and pencilsI pawed
it over, then sent him back upstairs for art-gum
erasersI suspected there would be more stuff I'd
want - isn't there always? - but I couldn't think
what it might beI glanced at the clockIt was
ten to twelve
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"Did you Polaroid the drawbridge?" I asked Jack
"Please tell me you did
"Yeah, but I thoughtthe German measles
story
"Let me see the photos," I said
Jack reached into his back pocket and produced
some PolaroidsHe shuffled through them and
handed me four, which I dealt out on the kitchen
table like a short hand of solitaireI grabbed
one of the Artisan pads and quickly began
sketching the photo that showed the cogs and
chains under the opening drawbridge - it was just
a dinky little one-lane thing - the most clearl
