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@@@@@?And when I kiss you? you aren't sure if you like itYou are not? overwhelmedHow very strange this world wasI told you I'd give you time, and I don't mind waiting for you to think things throughI don't mind that at all ?What do you mind?? Because he minded something very much He took a deep breath and blew it out slowly?I saw how you loved JamieThat was always really obviousI guess I should have seen that you loved Jared, tooMaybe I didn't want toYou came here for the two of themYou love them both, the same way Melanie didAnd Jared?? He was looking away, staring at the wall over meI had to look away, tooI stared at the sunlight where it touched the red door ?How much of that is Melanie?? he wanted to knowDoes it matter?? I could barely hear his answer Without looking at me or seeming to notice what he was doing, Ian took my hand again It was very quiet for a minuteEven Melanie was still Then, as though a switch had been flipped, Ian was his normal self again ?Time is on my side,? he said, grinning?We've got the rest of our lives in hereOne day you'll wonder what you ever saw in Ja