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@@@@@ ?I have a good feeling about todayDon't sulk?it's so human,? he teasedI was so worried I could barely think straightIt didn't leave me energy to do anything else ?This isn't the first raid Jamie's gone on ?That makes me feel so much better Again with the sarcasmMelanie was right?I really was overusing it ?He's got Jared and Geoffrey and Trudy with him?So there's no way they'll get into any trouble ?I don't want to talk about it He turned his attention to his food and let me stewIan was nice that way?always trying to give me what I wanted, even when what I wanted was unclear to either of usHis insistent attempts to distract me from the present anxiety excepted, of courseI knew I didn't wantthatI wanted to worry; it was the only thing I could do It had been a month since I'd moved back into Jamie and Jared's roomFor three weeks of that time, the four of us had lived togetherJared slept on a mattress wedged above the head of the bed where Jamie and I slept I'd gotten used to it?the sleeping part, at least; I was having a hard time sleeping now in the empty roomI missed the sound of two other bodies breathing I hadn't gotten used to waking up every morning with Jared thereIt still took me a second too long to return his morning greetingHe was not at ease, either, but he was always politeWe were both very pol