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But I can see the first little specks, and they're green She's going to have my eyes!" Scarlett nuzzled the baby's neck "You're Momma's girl, aren't you, Katie O'Hara? No, not Katie Anybody can be a KatieI'm going to call you Kitty Cat, with your green eyes She lifted the solemn baby up to face the housekeeperFitzpatrick, I'd like to introduce you to Cat O'Hara Scarlett's smile was like sunlightRosaleen Fitzpatrick felt more frightened than at any time in her lifehe enforced idleness of her convalescence gave Scarlett many hours to think, since her baby spent most of the day and the night sleeping, exactly like all other infants 1 Scarlett tried reading, but she had never cared for it, and she had not borse gucci changed in that wayWhat had changed was what she thought about First and foremost, there was her love for CatOnly weeks old, the baby was too young to be responsive, except in reacting to her own hunger and the satisfaction of Scarlett's warm breast and milkIt's loving that's making me so happy, Scarlett realizedIt has nothing to do with being lovedI like to think Cat loves me, but the truth is she loves to eatScarlett was able to laugh at the joke on herself Scarlett O'Hara, who'd made men fall in love with her as a sport, as an amusement, was nothing more than a source of food to the one person she loved more than she'd ever loved in her lifeBecause she hadn't really loved Ashley; she'd known that for a long coco chanel jewelry time She'd only wanted what she couldn't have and called that loveI threw away over ten years on the false love, too, and I lost Rhett, the man I really lovedOr did I? She searched her memory, in spite of the painIt always hurt to think about Rhett, about losing him, about her failureIt eased the pain some when she thought about the way he'd treated her and hatred burned away the hurtBut for the most part, she managed to keep him out of her mind; it was less disturbing During these long days with nothing to do, however, her mind kept going back over her life, and she couldn't avoid remembering himHad she loved him? I must have, she thought, I must love him still, or my heart wouldn't ache the way it chanel 2.55 bag does when I see his smile in my mind, hear his voiceBut for ten years she had conjured up Ashley in the same way, imagining his smile and his voiceAnd I wanted Rhett most after he left me, Scarlett's deep core of honesty reminded herIt was too confusing It made her head ache, even more than her heartShe wouldn't think about itIt was much better to think about Cat, to think about how happy she wasTo think about happiness? I was happy even before Cat cameI was happy from the day I went to Jamie's houseNot like now, I didn't dream anybody could ever feel as happy as I do every time I look at Cat, every time I hold her, or feed herBut I was happy, all the same, because the O 'Haras took me just the way I chanel clutch wasThey never expected me to be just like them, they never made me feel I had to change, they never made me feel I was wrong Even when I was wrongI had no call to expect Kathleen to do my hair and mend my clothes and make my bedI was putting on airs With people who never did anything so tacky as put on airs themselves But they never said, "Oh, stop putting on airs, Scarlett No, they just let me do what I was doing and accepted me, airs and allI was awful wrong about Daniel and all moving to BallyharaI was trying to make them be a credit to meI wanted them to live in grand houses and be grand farmers with lots of land and hired hands to do most of the workI wanted to change themI never wondered what they gucci purses wan