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@@@@@ Pam who was no longer in Florida, but who might be lying dead on her kitchen floor, with Tom Riley next to her, just as deadThis vision was so clear I could see blood on the cabinets, and on the knife in Tom's stiffening handthe next would kick the answering machine into lifeShe sounded breathless"Jesus Christ, is it actually you? Answer me!" "Edgar? Who told you?" She sounded totally bewildered That was a Pam-voice I knew: slightly foggy, the 849 way she sounded when she had a cold, or when she was "Pam, are you crying?" And then, belatedly: "Told me what?" "About Tom Riley," she said"I thought you might be his brotherOr - please, God, no - his mother "What about Tom?" "He was fine on the trip back," she said, "laughing and showing off his new sketch, playing cards in the back of the plane with Kamen and some of the others Now she did start to cry, big sobs like static, her words coming in betweenIt was an ugly sound, but it was also beautifulBecause it was aliveAnd then, tonight, he killed himselfThe papers will probably call it an accident, but it was suicideThat's what Bozie saysBozie has a friend on the cops who called and told him, and then he called meTom drove into a retaining wall at seventy miles an hour or moreThis was on Route 23, which means he was probably on his way here I understood everything, and I didn't need any phantom arm to tell me, eitherThere was 850 something Perse wanted, because she was angry with meOnly Tom had had a moment of sanity - a moment of courage - and had taken a quick detour into a concrete cliff Wireman was making crazy what's-going-on gestures in front of my faceI turned away from him "Panda, he saved your