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closest neighbors were the Goldsteins
In the middle of October, I finally took Kathi
Green's advice and began to walkThese were not
the Great Beach Walks I took later, and I came
back from even these short outings with my bad hip
crying for mercy (and more than once with tears
standing in my eyes), but they were steps in the
right directionI was returning from one of these
walks when MrsFevereau hit Monica's dog
I was three-quarters of the way home when the
Fevereau woman went past me in her ridiculous
mustard-colored HummerAs always, she had her
cell phone in one hand and a cigarette in the
other; as always she was going too fastI barely
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noticed, and I certainly didn't see Gandalf dash
into the street up ahead, concentrating only on
Monica, coming down the other side of the street
in Full Girl ScoutI was concentrating on my
reconstructed hipAs always near the end of my
short strolls, this so-called medical marvel felt
packed with roughly ten thousand tiny points of
broken glass
Then tires yowled, and a little girl's scream
joined them: "GANDALF, NO!"
For a moment I had a clear and unearthly vision of
the crane that had almost killed me, the world I'd
always lived in suddenly eaten up by a yellow much
brighter than MrsFevereau's Hummer, and black
letters floating in it, swelling, getting larger:
LINK-BELT
Then Gandalf began to scream, too, and the
flashback - what DrKamen would have called a
recovered memory, I suppose - was goneUntil that
afternoon in October four years ago, I hadn't
known dogs could scream
I broke into a lurching, crabwise run, pounding
the sidewalk with my red crutchI'm sure it would
have appeared ludicrous to an onlooker, but no one
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was paying any attention to meMonica Goldstein
was kneeling in the middle of the street beside
her dog, which lay in front of the Hummer's high,
boxy grilleHer face was white above her forestgreen
uniform, from which a sash of badges and
medals hungThe end of this sash was soaking in a
spreading pool of Gandalf's bloodFevereau half-jumped and half-fell from the
Hummer's ridiculously high driver's seatAva
Goldstein came running from the front door of the
Goldstein house, crying her daughter's name
Goldstein's blouse was half-buttoned
"Don't touch him, honey, don't touch him," MrsShe was still holding her cigarette
and she puffed nervously a
