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@@@@@ Crawford?s character in that pointHe wished him to be a model of constancy; and fancied the best means of effecting it would be by not trying him too long Edmund was not unwilling to be persuaded to engage in the business; he wanted to know Fanny?s feelingsShe had been used to consult him in every difficulty, and he loved her too well to bear to be denied her confidence now; he hoped to be of service to her, he thought he must be of service to her; whom else had she to open her heart to? If she did not need counsel, she must need the comfort of communicationFanny estranged from him, silent and reserved, was an unnatural state of things; a state which he must break through, and which he could easily learn to think she was wanting him to break through ?I will speak to her, sir: I will take the first opportunity of speaking to her alone,? was the result of such thoughts as these; and upon Sir Thomas?s information of her being at that very time walking alone in the shrubbery, he instantly joined her 300 Mansfield Park ?I am come to walk with you, Fanny,? said he?Shall I?? Drawing her arm within his?It is a long while since we have had a comfortable walk together She assented to it all rather by look than wordHer spirits were low ?But, Fanny,? he presently added, ?in order to have a comfortable walk, something more is necessary than merely pacing this gravel togetherI know you have something on your mindI know what you are thinking ofYou cannot suppose me uninformedAm I to hear of it from everybody but Fanny herself?? Fanny, at once agitated and dejected, replied, ?If you hear of it from everybody, cousin, there can be nothing for me to tell ?Not of facts, perhaps; but of feelings, FannyNo one but you can tell me themI do not mean to press you, howeverIf it is not what you wish yourself, I have doneI had thought it might be a relief ?I am afraid we think too differently for me to find any relief in talking of what I feel ?Do you suppose that we think differently? I have no idea of itI dare say that, on a comparison of our opinions, they would be found as much alike as they have been used to be: to the point?I consider Crawford?s proposals as most advantageous and desirable, if you could return his affectionI consider it as most natural that all your family should wish you could return it; but that, as you cannot, you have done exactly as you ought in refusing