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Thursday was the day of the ball; and on Wednesday morning
Fanny, still unable to satisfy herself as to what she ought to wear,
determined to seek the counsel of the more enlightened, and apply
to MrsGrant and her sister, whose acknowledged taste would certainly
bear her blameless; and as Edmund and William were gone
to Northampton, and she had reason to think MrCrawford likewise
out, she walked down to the Parsonage without much fear of
wanting an opportunity for private discussion; and the privacy of
such a discussion was a most important part of it to Fanny, being
more than half-ashamed of her own solicitude
She met Miss Crawford within a few yards of the Parsonage, just
setting out to call on her, and as it seemed to her that her friend,
though obliged to insist on turning back, was unwilling to lose her
walk, she explained her business at once, and observed, that if she
would be so kind as to give her opinion, it might be all talked over
as well without doors as withinMiss Crawford appeared gratified
by the application, and after a moment?s thought, urged Fanny?s
returning with her in a much more cordial manner than before, and
proposed their going up into her room, where they might have a
comfortable coze, without disturbing DrGrant, who were
together in the drawing-roomIt was just the plan to suit Fanny;
and with a great deal of gratitude on her side for such ready and
kind attention, they proceeded indoors, and upstairs, and were soon
deep in the interesting subjectMiss Crawford, pleased with the
appeal, gave her all her best judgment and taste, made everything
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easy by her suggestions, and tried to make everything agreeable by
her encouragementThe dress being settled in all its grander parts?
?But what shall you have by way of necklace?? said Miss Crawford
?Shall not you wear your brother?s cross?? And as she spoke she was
undoing a small parcel, which Fanny had observed in her hand when
they metFanny acknowledged her wishes and doubts on this point:
she did not know how either to wear the cross, or to refrain from
wearing itShe was answered by having a small trinket-box placed
before her, and being requested to chuse from among several gold
chains and necklacesSuch had been the parcel with which Miss
Crawford was provided, and such the object of her intended visit:
and in the kindest manner she now urged Fanny?s taking one for the
cross and to keep for her sake, saying everything she could think of to
obviate the scruples which were making Fanny start back at first with
a look of horror at the proposal
?You see what a collection I have,? said she; ?more by half than I
ever use or think ofI do not offer them as newI offer nothing but
an old necklaceYou must forgive the liberty, and oblige me
Fanny still resisted, and from her heartThe gift was too valuable
But Miss Crawford persevered, and argued the case with so much
affectionate earnestness through all the heads of William and the
cross, and the ball, and herself, as to be finally successfulFanny
found herself obliged to yield, that she might not be accused of
pride or indifference, or some other littleness; and having with
modest reluctance given her consent, proceeded to make the selection
She looked and looked, longing to know which might be least
valuable; and was determined in her choice at last, by fancying there
was one necklace more frequently placed before her eyes than the
restIt was of gold, prettily worked; and though Fanny would have
preferred a longer and a plainer chain as more adapted for her purpose,
she hoped, in fixing on this, to be chusing what Miss Crawford
least wished to keepMiss Crawford smiled her perfect approbation;
and hastened to complete the gift by putting the necklace round
her, and making her see how well it lookedFanny had not a word
to say against its becomingness, and, excepting what remained of
her scruples, was exceedingly pleased with an acquisition so very
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