Bug Perspective ღ

I have  fear  of my biggest wish to come true..
Because if you have something so  precious ,
you could  loose  it some day.

(Listen to this Song here:
http://www.myspace.com/passifloraparish)

("Passiflora Parish" bin ich)

Lovely sweety honey kissy
Tasty suga  uga  uga
Cherry berry oh let's marry
 Sunny , tummy feels so funny

Hearty party from the starty
Luv luv cutie,  heavy -duty
Shiny, whiney, I'm so tiny
 Hold  me, kiss me, I'm your missy

Leeeet's make baaaaabies
Leeeet's make baaaaaaaabies
Aiiiiiids and raaaaabies
Screw it,  screw  it

Leeeet's make baaaaabies
Leeeet's make baaaaaaaabies
Aiiiiiids and raaaaabies
 Flu  shit, flu shit

Love your smile and  hearty  shining
All those things do leave me pining
Love your  butt  and even more
Whaaat are you waaaaiting foooor?

Lovely sweety honey kissy
Tasty suga  uga  uga
Cherry berry oh let's marry
 Sunny , tummy feels so funny

Hearty party from the starty
Luv luv cutie,  heavy -duty
Shiny, whiney, I'm so tiny
 Hold  me, kiss me, I'm your missy

Leeeet's make baaaaabies
Leeeet's make baaaaaaaabies
Aiiiiiids and raaaaabies
Screw it,  screw  it

Leeeet's make baaaaabies
Leeeet's make baaaaaaaabies
Aiiiiiids and raaaaabies
 Flu shit !

I'll show you my  tattered  dirty dress. All the  burning  holes. And my long  tousled  hair. I'll look up to you and you'll say " come  with me". You'll  open  your arms, hold me and  wipe  away my tears. You'll open your  heart  and give mine a place to  exist . And your  wings  will keep me  warm . And your  hands  will chase away my  shiver . And all we'll do is  love . Love love love with all our  heartbeats . Nothing will go wrong anymore. Because  two souls  have found each other and  no  problem is too big for those.

(Listen to this song here:
www.myspace.com/passifloraparish)

(Ich bin "Passiflora Parish")

In the deep blue sea I watch  sunrises .
As dark as my heart.
And in my  heart  the silence exists, since the
World fell apart.

Black is the night, holding me  tight .
I do what I might. But no one's in sight.
 Black  is the night. Night.
Black is the night.

He opens my soul like  love  does, it's a
Naturally gleam.
The world is so  flashy  and shrill. Do you
Know what I mean?

Black is the night, holding me  tight .
I do what I might. But no one's in sight.
 Black  is the night. Night.
Black is the night.

Love's not what it should be.
Love's  not  what it should be.
Love's not what it should be.
Love's not what it should be.

Black is the night, holding me  tight .
I do what I might. But no one's in sight.
 Black  is the night. Night.
Black is the night.

Black is the night. Night.
Black is the  night .

Men are  stupid . They want  sex  and silence. And  never  hug. They don't talk about  feelings  and they don't  care . They cuddle, say they like you and never  talk  to you again then. Men make me  sad  and some are  idiots . I travelled through this web-world and I'm  worried  about if I'll  ever  find a man like  you . You're just my  dream  but you're the only real  beauty  in this world. What should I do Hun-Hun? I'm  lonesome .. Come and  hug  me.. I'm  sad ..

You're my  heart .. And it's so  far  away from here, that I can't  feel  it anymore. You're the  life  inside of me that stopped  existing  when I lost my  hope . Your  beauty  leaves a  shimmer  in gods eyes. And mine feel like eating  chocolate .

I'll  survive . As always. I just need a  way  to survive. By killing my  feelings . Beeing  untouched . Purity is  fading  away. My heart still  exists . But it's  passive . Tears still fall but they're  cleaning  the dry stone inside my chest. You  touch  my eyes.

Your  smile  is love. Your  heart  is love. Your  butt  is love.
Everything love  LOVE  love.

Wenn Nachtfalter  fliegen ..
Und meine Fingernägel sich in einen  Klang  krallen..
Wenn nur mein  Licht  brennt..
Und die Falter vom  Himmel  fallen..
Wenn mein  Blick  in deiner Richtung gefriert..
Und mein Herz nach  Wärme  giert..
Wenn mein  Glück  an Glanz verliert..
Die  Ruhe  meine Trauer ziert..

Wenn alle  schlafend  in ihren Betten liegen,
in  Träumen  über Wiesen fliegen..
Denk ich daran, wie  schön  es wär..
Immer mehr..

Tief  drinnen  im Keim,
im Grunde,
im Mittelpunkt  all  meiner Gedanken,
entstand etwas, das immer blüht.
Egal ob  Sommer , Winter,
Herbst oder Frühling.
Gezeiten spielen  keine  Rolle.
Es ist ein Lied das niemals endet.
Und es ist so  selbstverständlich ,
dass es da ist wo es spielt.
In meiner  Seele . Ich wünschte,
du würdest es hören.

Liebe ist ein Tag
ohne Ende.

Today I found a  rainbow . So I walked over it, and walked and walked. It was long. When I reached the other end I found a  smile . And it told me everything will be alright. I took it, put it into my pocket and went to see over the land I've been now. It was full of  exotic flowers  I've never seen before. And the weather was  perfect . The sun was bigger than ours but it wasn't too hot. The birds in the trees made  funny sounds  and I thought I heard music from somewhere. In the rind of one tree was carved a name. "Mary"... I walked further and came to a kind of  monument . It looked beautifull but I couldn't make out what it was. It was kind of  abstract . It was round and didn't have any edges. There was something written on it. "Who ever now is standing here, please keep the tides  sunny  dear. JDM". Then I finally  recognised  where I have been! The sky was red, it was like in a sunrise. I've been inside your  heart ! My god I hope I can move and live there  forever ...

Huney-Hun.. I think I smoked enough cigarretts now. I feel bad enough for thinking it's enough. Enough, enough, enough. I see new  hope . I'll go on fighting for you. La tristesse durera but I'm so  dizzy  and I ate my meals backwards for some times and need  sleep . It's better so I think.

Sometimes I feel like love exists only inside of me. I'll  cry  my lil  heart  out. I'll smoke my lil  lung  dead. Until you come. And save me. From a slow  death  caused of beeing the only one. Oh please  come ....

Ich traf Deine Seele in einem Traum. Ich gab ihm mein  Herz , er hielt es an sein Ohr und schloss seine Augen. Er sagte er mag diese Melodie und  lächelte . Plötzlich glühte das Herz warm in seinen Händen. Er küsste es, griff in seine Brusttasche und nahm die  wunderschönste  Blume heraus die ich je gesehen habe. "Das hier ist meins" sagte er und gab sie mir. Seit diesem Tage bin ich hoffnungslos  Dein .

In English:

I've met your soul in a dream. I gave him my  heart , he put it at his ear and closed his eyes. He said he likes this melody and  smiled . Suddenly the heart glew warmly inside his hands. He kissed it, dipped into his front pocket and took out the  most beautiful  flower I've ever seen. "This is mine" he said and gave it to me. Since that day I'm hopelessly  yours .

Something's gone. My heart? No. My humor? No. My  soul . That is it. I sold it. It's seriously serious. I feel adult. Deflowered by fate. My soul is with you and I am  empty  like the eyes of this dead bird I buried yesterday. It was a greenfinch. The prey of my cat. I feel like the only bird inside this cage. You don't  play  with me. And I want to pluck my feathers. Someone switched off my light. My body is sleeping but I'm awake. It's so serious. You have to nurse me. Or I won't make it. For sure..

I'm sick. I want to throw up. But there's nothing in my stomach anymore. Just wanna sit here and suffer. I enjoy my suffering. It's so  quiet  inside when I close my eyes. How long will I make it without to eat? I want to throw up my heart out. Where is it?  Hun-Hun ..... Ah there.. It's dying.. Breaking out of my chest. Breaking out of this world. I'm fine. In some way. As long as it's quiet I can hear the white blood cells nibbling at my brain. That's fine too. Who needs such a brain? Who needs this heart? I'll sell them and with the money that I'll get I'll buy me  you . Then you'll kiss everything alright again, we'll marry and make babies until my uterus explodes. Good plan. I'm in heat.

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http://www.myspace.com/passifloraparish

You are my everything
You are my everything
I'll give you  anything 
And even more

You are my everything
You are my everything
I would do  anything 
And even more

Far away from here
There is a heart for me
Far away from here
Inside a  cherry  tree

You are my everything
You are my everything
I'll give you  anything 
And even more

You are my everything
You are my everything
I would do  anything 
And even more

Lovely souls like you
Are  rare  and hard to find
Lovely souls like you
I hope you do not mind

Because

You are my everything
You are my everything
I'll give you  anything 
And even more

You are my everything
You are my everything
I would do  anything 
And even more

Far away from here
There is a heart for me
Far away from here
Inside a  cherry  tree

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Verse:

Far away a whisper
Very hard to hear
For my  thirsty thirsty  ear

This light is warm
It'll always shine
Inside this loving  heart  of mine

Hmmmmm hmmmmm

Chorus:

Sweet sweet love
Everything is dead
My soul's  alive  

When my sweet sweet love
Is flying through my heart
Like a hive

 Full  of butterflies, butterflies
Oh that's nice

Verse:

Blood chrystallizes
A lonely heart
So quickly  breaks  apart

Though the light inside
It'll  always  shine
For my lovely dear of mine

Hmmmmm hmmmmm

Chorus:

Sweet sweet love
Everything is dead
My soul's  alive  

When my sweet sweet love
Is flying through my heart
Like a hive

 Full  of butterflies, butterflies
Oh that's nice
So nice...
So nice...

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http://www.myspace.com/passifloraparish

You broke my heart
No you took it away
To a far and hidden place
All I can say is
It's inside a pocket where
Nobody finds it
Yes, truely you rock it
 Bloody , it's kind of 

Naturally, my love
It's silly thinking of
I could find a better one
It really doesn't matter, Hun
The crack inside my heart
Right from the very start
I knew you're simply  lovely 
Please be my lovey-dovey...

You took my mind
No you switched it off
I'm deaf and blind
For what she's talking of
The warming glow
Inside my chest
It grows  and grows 
And lightens the rest

It's naturally, my love
It's silly thinking of
I could find a better one
It really doesn't matter, Hun
The crack inside my heart
Right from the very start
I knew you're simply  lovely 
Please be my lovey-dovey
Be my lovey-dovey
Be MINE! =D

You're like  home . Your favourite music is carressing my soul. It's like we shared one past. My heart begins to feel again and it's  warm . I could almost cry. But I won't. I'll enjoy it.