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@@@@@elanie approved of this train of thought But if she dies, and I could have saved her if I'd wanted to? who am I then? You have to be practical, WandaWhose side are you on? You know the answer to thatAnd that's who you are, Wanda But? but what if I could do both? What if I could save her life and keep everyone here safe at the same time? A heavy wave of nausea rolled in my stomach as I saw the answer I'd been trying to believe didn't exist The only wall I'd ever built between Melanie and me crumbled to dustAnd then screamed,NO! The answer I must have known I would findThe answer that explained my strange premonition Because I could save the SeekerWhat had Kyle said? A life for a life The Seeker stared at me, her dark eyes full of venom CHAPTER 50 Sacrificed The Seeker scrutinized my face while Mel and I fought No, Wanda, no! Don't be stupid, MelYou of all people should see the potential of this choiceIsn't this what you want? But even as I tried to look at the happy ending, I couldn't escape the horror of this choiceThis was the secret I should die to protectThe information I'd been desperate to keep safe no matter what hideous torture I was put through This was not the kind of torture I'd expected: a personal crisis of conscience, confused and complicated by love for my human familyVery painful, nevertheless I could not claim to be an expatriate if I did thisNo, I would be purely a traitor Not for her, Wanda! Not for her!Mel howled Should I wait? Wait until they catch another soul? An innocent soul whom I have no reason to hate? I'll have to make the decision sometime Not now! Wait! Think about this! My stomach rolled again, and I had to hunch my body forward and take a deep breathI just managed not to