some thoughts of mine

In Flames - Disconnected

Look at the dead outside my window
Wonder what's on their mind?
Why do they run?
They all seem to have a mission
But then they cry themselves to sleep

You'll receive what you give,
And this is like nothing
I feel like shit
But at least I feel something

Is this all you meant to be?

Their marks in the pavement.
You've walked this route too many times
What if I change the signs,
Would you even take notice?

You'll receive what you give,
And this is like nothing
I feel like shit
But at least I feel something

Is this all you have to give?

Go... March...

Straight jacket union...

Go... March...

In chains - surrender

You'll receive what you give,
And this is like nothing
I feel like shit
But at least I feel something.

You'll receive what you give,
And this is like nothing
I feel like shit
But at least I feel something.

In Extremo - Alte Liebe

Hier steh ich mit deinem Herz
Ich seh dich mit deinem Schmerz
Hab es dir, hab es dir entrissen
Und ich weiß du wirst es sehr vermissen

Alte Liebe
Alte Liebe rostet nicht

Weine nicht
Die Zeit vertreibt die Wolken
Weine nicht um mich
Warte nicht
Die Sonne trocknet deine Tränen
Warte nicht auf mich

Glaube mir es tut nicht mehr weh
Auch wenn ich dich so leiden seh
Drum schenk ich dir dein Herz zurück
Geb dich frei für ein neues Glück

Alte Liebe
Alte Liebe rostet nicht

Weine nicht
Die Zeit vertreibt die Wolken
Weine nicht um mich
Warte nicht
Die Sonne trocknet deine Tränen
Warte nicht auf mich

Es war doch nur ein kurzer Frühling
Lenkten mich nur heiße Triebe
Doch auf dem Schlachtfeld der Gefühle
Weiß ich was ich wirklich liebe

Weine nicht
Die Zeit vertreibt die Wolken
Weine nicht um mich
Warte nicht
Die Sonne trocknet deine Tränen
Warte nicht auf mich

Scorpions - Still Loving You

Time it needs time to win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

Fight, babe I'll fight to win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love can break down the wall someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again all the way from the start
I would try to change things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall so strong that I can't get through
Is there really no chance to start once again? - I'm loving you...

Try, baby try to trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again all the way from the start
I would try to change things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride and I know what you've been through
You should give me a chance, this can't be the end
I'm still loving you, I'm still loving you
I'm still loving you, I need your love
I'm still loving you...

Sonata Arctica - Replica

I'm home again, I won the war, and now I am behind
your door. I tried so hard to obey the law, and see the
meaning of this all. Remember me? Before the war.
I'm the man who lived next door. Long ago...

As you can see, when you look at me, I'm pieces of
what I used to be. It's easier when you don't see me
standing on my own two feet. I'm taller when I sit
here still, you ask are all my dreams fulfilled.
They made me a heart of steal, the kind them bullets
cannot see, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...

The light is green, my slate is clean, new life to fill
the hole in me. I had no name, last December, Christmas
Eve I can't remember. I was in a constant pain, I saw
your shadow in the rain. I painted all your pigeons red,
I wish I had stayed home instead, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...

Are you gonna leave me now, when it is all over
Are you gonna leave me, is my world now over...

Raising from the place I've been, and trying to keep
my home base clean. Now I'm here and won't go back believe.

I fall asleep and dream a dream, I'm floating in a
silent dream. No-one placing blame on me
But nothing's what it seems to be, yeah.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica...
Empty shell inside of me
A replica...

Oh, nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm a replica

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica...
Empty shell inside of me
A replica... of me

I'm home again, I won the war, and now I am behind
your door. I tried so hard to obey the law, and see the
meaning of this all. Remember me? Before the war.
I'm the man who lived...

Coldplay -The Hardest Part

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part 
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the clouds
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart, oh
And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
That was the hardest part, oh, oh

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
Silver lining the cloud
Oh and I
Oh and I 
I wonder what it's all about
I wonder what it's all about

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh, and that's the hardest part
That's the hardest part
Yeah, that's the hardest part
That's the hardest part

Schandmaul - Kein Weg Zu Weit

HammerFall - Always Will Be

Our sun is set, our day is done
I'm left here wondering
Is this the end, my final words to you?
Day turned to night and now you're gone
I’m left here pondering
Can this be true, are we really through?

Your were the wind beneath my wings, taught me how to fly
With you I lived among the kings, how could this ever die?

So I say farewell, I'm yours forever
And I always will be

We were one, we were all, we were the only
Future full of hope, nothing could stand in our way
But dreams can change, visions fall, I feel so lonely
I would walk through fire for just one more day

You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free
Now I’m a stranger in your eyes, walls are closing in on me

So I say farewell, I’m yours forever
And I always will be
Missing you in my heart, you are the one
And you always will be

When I turn to the east, I see no dawn
But after darkness comes the light
And when I turn to the west, the silent night hides all
Where is the light that shines so bright?

So I say farewell, I’m yours forever
And I always will be
Missing you in my heart, you are the one
And you always will be

Nah-na-na, nah-na, na-nah-na-nah - and you always will be
Nah-na-na, nah-na, na-nah-na-nah - and you always will be
And you always will be
My little one you are
And you always will be

Die Apokalyptischen Reiter - Erhelle meine Seele

Einsam fuhr ich durch das Meer der Zeit
Auf der Suche nach Seligkeit
Ich fuhr durch den Sturm trotzte Angst, Not, Gefahr
So fuhr ich Jahr um Jahr.

Erhelle meine Seele
Gib mir ein Stück vom Leben zurück
Der Hass zerfrisst mich in rasender Gier
Mitleid und Liebe sterben in mir.

Ein Hafen kam nie in Sicht
Nach Hoffnung Gewissheit welch Bitternis
So treibe ich durch das Leben
Es hat mir nichts gegeben.

Erhelle meine Seele
Gib mir ein Stück vom Leben zurück
Der Hass zerfrisst mich in rasender Gier
Mitleid und Liebe sterben in mir.

So haste ich weiter ruhelos durch die Nacht
Beinahe das Leben mich umgebracht
Ich suche den Funken im Dunkel der Nacht
Der das Feuer das einst brannte wieder entfacht.

Von heute an weg... bis mitte Juli (vorraussichtlich 19.7.) im Nordwesten Frankreichs.

In meinen Gedanken und Träumen bin ich immer noch bei dir...

Erst letzte Nacht träumte ich auch du wärst wiedermal bei mir... </3

Nightwish - Ghost Love Score

...

"My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
You were the one to cut me
So I`ll bleed forever"

...

Farin Urlaub - Immer Noch

Vielleicht bekomm ich ja heute endlich den Brief von dir,
in dem du mir deine Liebe gestehst, und dass du zurück willst zu mir,
weil du doch endlich gemerkt hast, dass Er dir nicht gefällt.
Vielleicht geh ich heute Abend ins Bett, als der glücklichste Mensch der Welt.

Vielleicht scheint ab morgen die Sonne
und der Regen hört endlich auf.
Ich warte immer noch darauf.
Ich warte immer noch darauf.

Vielleicht öffnet sich ja die Erde, es wäre mir ein Fest,
und verschlingt die rechten Parolenfressen und den ganzen dreckigen Rest.
Vielleicht gibt es sie ja wirklich, die große Gerechtigkeit,
wo jeder bekommt, was er verdient, es wäre höchste Zeit!

Dann steigen die guten Menschen,
als Engel zum Himmel hinauf.
Ich warte immer noch darauf.
Ich warte immer noch darauf.
Ich warte immer noch darauf.
ich warte immer noch...

Und das ist der Beweis:
immer das Selbe, Alles dreht sich im Kreis,
und das ist der Beweis:
immer das Selbe, Alles dreht sich im Kreis,
und das ist der Beweis:
immer das Selbe, Alles dreht sich im Kreis,
und das ist der Beweis:
immer das Selbe, Alles dreht sich im Kreis, im Kreis!

Vielleicht wird ja alles besser.
Vielleicht wird ja alles gut.
Ich belüg mich doch nur selber,
mach mir nur wieder Mut.

Ich will nicht länger warten,
weil es mir schon lange reicht.
Ich möchte endlich Gewissheit,
nicht immer nur dies' furchtbare "Vielleicht".

Und ich begreif es nicht, doch ich verzweifle nicht.
Ich hab ja noch eine Hoffnung.
Die Welt hat mich versetzt, und hier steh ich jetzt.
Ich hoffe nur, meine Hoffnung stirbt zuletzt...

Evanescence - My Immortal

Reamonn - Supergirl

You can tell by the way
She walks that she's my girl
You can tell by the way, she talks she rules the world
You can see in her eyes that no one is her Change
She's my girl, my Supergirl

And then she'd say it's OK I got lost on the way
But I'm a Supergirl and Supergirls don't cry
And she'd say it's alright I got home late last night
But I'm a Supergirl and Supergirls just fly

And then she'd say that nothing can go wrong
When you're in love, what can go wrong
And then she'd laugh the night time into the day
Pushing her fears further along

And then she'd say it's OK I got lost on the way
But I'm a Supergirl and Supergirls dont cry
And she'd say it's alright I got home late last night
But I'm a Supergirl and Supergirls just fly
Then she'd shout down the line tell me she's got no more time
Cause she's a Supergirl and Supergirls dont cry

Then she'd scream in my face tell me to leave leave this place
Cause she's a Supergirl and Supergirls just fly
She's a Supergirl, a Supergirl

She's sowing seeds, she's burning trees
She's sowing seeds, she's burning trees
Yes She's a Supergirl, a Supergirl
A Supergirl, my Supergirl

Ill Niño - How Can I Live

I am so unlike you in so many ways
I know I'm just a copy that carries on the stain

But we make the same mistake
Cuz we are one and the same
But we leave behind the stain
That can not seperate

All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?

I am your mirror image of all you left behind
You made me what I am and who the hell am I?

But we make the same mistake
Cuz we are one and the same
But we leave behind the stain
That can not seperate

All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?

we make the same mistake
we are one and the same
we leave behind the stain

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you
Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you

All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me
All that dies in me
How can I live without you?

"Sobald wir etwas aussprechen, entwerten wir es seltsam. Wir glauben, in die Tiefe der Abgründe hinabgetaucht zu sein, und wenn wir wieder an die Oberfläche kommen, gleicht der Wassertropfen an unseren bleichen Fingerspitzen nicht mehr dem Meere, dem er entstammt. Wir wähnen, eine Schatzgrube wunderbarer Schätze entdeckt zu haben, und wenn wir wieder ans Tageslicht kommen, haben wir nur falsche Steine und Glasscherben mitgebracht; und trotzdem schimmert der Schatz im Finstern unverändert."

- von Maurice Maeterlinck (1862 - 1949)

(gefunden in "Die Verwirrungen des Zöglings Törleß" von Robert Musil)