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He was deep in thought His niece was deep in thought likewise, trying to harden and prepare herself against farther questioningShe would rather die than own the truth; and she hoped, by a little reflection, to fortify herself beyond betraying it ?Independently of the interest which MrCrawford?s choice seemed to justify? said Sir Thomas, beginning again, and very composedly, ?his wishing to marry at all so early is recommendatory to meI am an advocate for early marriages, where there are means in proportion, and would have every young man, with a sufficient income, settle as soon after four-and-twenty as he canThis is so much my opinion, that I am sorry to think how little likely my own eldest son, your cousin, MrBertram, is to marry early; but at present, as far as I can judge, matrimony makes no part of his plans or thoughts I wish he were more likely to fix Here was a glance at Fanny ?Edmund, I consider, from his dispositions and habits, as much more likely to marry early than his brotherHe, indeed, I have lately thought, has seen the woman he could love, which, I am convinced, my eldest son has notAm I right? Do you agree with me, my dear?? ?Yes, sir It was gently, but it was calmly ceramic chanel said, and Sir Thomas was easy on the score of the cousinsBut the removal of his alarm did his niece no service: as her unaccountableness was confirmed his displeasure increased; and getting up and walking about the room with a frown, which Fanny could picture to herself, though she dared not lift up her eyes, he shortly afterwards, and in a voice of authority, said, ?Have you any reason, child, to think ill of MrCrawford?s temper?? ?No, sir 275 Jane Austen She longed to add, ?But of his principles I have?; but her heart sunk under the appalling prospect of discussion, explanation, and probably non-convictionHer ill opinion of him was founded chiefly on observations, which, for her cousins? sake, she could scarcely dare mention to their fatherMaria and Julia, and especially Maria, were so closely implicated in MrCrawford?s misconduct, that she could not give his character, such as she believed it, without betraying themShe had hoped that, to a man like her uncle, so discerning, so honourable, so good, the simple acknowledgment of settled dislike on her side would have been sufficientTo her infinite grief she found it was not Sir Thomas came towards the table where she sat in replica omega seamaster planet ocean trembling wretchedness, and with a good deal of cold sternness, said, ?It is of no use, I perceive, to talk to youWe had better put an end to this most mortifying conferenceCrawford must not be kept longer waitingI will, therefore, only add, as thinking it my duty to mark my opinion of your conduct, that you have disappointed every expectation I had formed, and proved yourself of a character the very reverse of what I had supposedFor I had, Fanny, as I think my behaviour must have shewn, formed a very favourable opinion of you from the period of my return to EnglandI had thought you peculiarly free from wilfulness of temper, self-conceit, and every tendency to that independence of spirit which prevails so much in modern days, even in young women, and which in young women is offensive and disgusting beyond all common offenceBut you have now shewn me that you can be wilful and perverse; that you can and will decide for yourself, without any consideration or deference for those who have surely some right to guide you, without even asking their adviceYou have shewn yourself very, very different from anything that I had imaginedThe advantage or disadvantage of your family, of your parents, your brothers and women rolex watches sisters, never seems to have had a moment?s share in your thoughts on this occasion How they might be benefited, how they must rejoice in such an establishment for you, is nothing to youYou think only of yourself, and because you do not feel for MrCrawford exactly what a young heated fancy imagines to be necessary for happiness, you resolve to refuse him at once, without wishing even for a little time to con276 Mansfield Park sider of it, a little more time for cool consideration, and for really examining your own inclinations; and are, in a wild fit of folly, throwing away from you such an opportunity of being settled in life, eligibly, honourably, nobly settled, as will, probably, never occur to you againHere is a young man of sense, of character, of temper, of manners, and of fortune, exceedingly attached to you, and seeking your hand in the most handsome and disinterested way; and let me tell you, Fanny, that you may live eighteen years longer in the world without being addressed by a man of half MrCrawford?s estate, or a tenth part of his meritsGladly would I have bestowed either of my own daughters on himMaria is nobly married; but had Mr Crawford sought Julia?s hand, I should have chanel jumbo flap given it to him with superior and more heartfelt satisfaction than I gave Maria?s to Mr After half a moment?s pause: ?And I should have been very much surprised had either of my daughters, on receiving a proposal of marriage at any time which might carry with it only half the eligibility of this, immediately and peremptorily, and without paying my opinion or my regard the compliment of any consultation, put a decided negative on itI should have been much surprised and much hurt by such a proceedingI should have thought it a gross violation of duty and respectYou are not to be judged by the same ruleYou do not owe me the duty of a childBut, Fanny, if your heart can acquit you of ingratitude?? He ceasedFanny was by this time crying so bitterly that, angry as he was, he would not press that article fartherHer heart was almost broke by such a picture of what she appeared to him; by such accusations, so heavy, so multiplied, so rising in dreadful gradation! Selfwilled, obstinate, selfish, and ungratefulHe thought her all this She had deceived his expectations; she had lost his good opinion What was to become of her? ?I am very sorry,? said she inarticulately, through her tears, ?I am very sorry vintage chanel jewelry indee