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how the two healthy men would reactMy own tears pooled as I leaned over Walter's pillow
You'd rather he died screaming?
I just? I can't stand the? finalityI'll never see my friend again
How many of your other friends have you gone back to visit, Wanderer?
I've never had friends like this before
My friends on other planets were all blurred together in my head; the souls were so similar,
almost interchangeable in some waysWalter was distinctly himselfWhen he was gone, there
would be no one who could fill his place
I cradled Walter's head in my arms and let my tears fall onto his skinI tried to stifle my crying,
but it made its way out regardless, a keening rather than sobsAnother first,Melanie whispered, and there was compassion in her toneCompassion for
me?that was a first, too
I just shook my head, not able to answer
?I think you've been here too long,? he saidI felt his hand, light and warm, on my shoulder
?You should take a break
I shook my head again, still keening softly
?You're worn out,? he said?Go clean up, stretch your legs?Will Walter be here when I get back?? I mumbled through my tears
His eyes tightened anxiously?Do you want that??
?I'd like a chance to say goodbye?I know, Wanda, I knowYou get some air and
then come backWalter will be sleeping for a while
