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Fanny?s immediate concerns, as far as they involved MrCrawford,
made no part of their conversationWilliam knew what had passed,
and from his heart lamented that his sister?s feelings should be so
cold towards a man whom he must consider as the first of human
characters; but he was of an age to be all for love, and therefore
unable to blame; and knowing her wish on the subject, he would
not distress her by the slightest allusion
She had reason to suppose herself not yet forgotten by MrShe had heard repeatedly from his sister within the three
weeks which had passed since their leaving Mansfield, and in each
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mined like his speechesIt was a correspondence which Fanny found
quite as unpleasant as she had fearedMiss Crawford?s style of writing,
lively and affectionate, was itself an evil, independent of what
she was thus forced into reading from the brother?s pen, for Edmund
would never rest till she had read the chief of the letter to him; and
then she had to listen to his admiration of her language, and the
warmth of her attachmentsThere had, in fact, been so much of
message, of allusion, of recollection, so much of Mansfield in every
letter, that Fanny could not but suppose it meant for him to hear;
and to find herself forced into a purpose of that kind, compelled
into a correspondence which was bringing her the addresses of the
man she did not love, and obliging her to administer to the adverse
passion of the man she did, was cruelly mortifyingHere, too, her
present removal promised advantageWhen no longer under the
same roof with Edmund, she trusted that Miss Crawford would
have no motive for writing strong enough to overcome the trouble,
and that at Portsmouth their correspondence would dwindle into
nothing
With such thoughts as these, among ten hundred others, Fanny
proceeded in her journey safely and cheerfully, and as expeditiously
as could rationally be hoped in the dirty month of FebruaryThey
entered Oxford, but she could take only a hasty glimpse of Edmund?s
college as they passed along, and made no stop anywhere till they
reached Newbury, where a comfortable meal, uniting dinner and
supper, wound up the enjoyments and fatigues of the day
The next morning saw them off again at an early hour; and with
no events, and no delays, they regularly advanced, and were in the
environs of Portsmouth while there was yet daylight for Fanny to
look around her, and wonder at the new buildingsThey passed the
drawbridge, and entered the town; and the light was only beginning
to fail as, guided by William?s powerful voice, they were rattled
into a narrow street, leading from the High Street, and drawn up
before the door of a small house now inhabited by Mr
Fanny was all agitation and flutter; all hope and apprehension
The moment they stopped, a trollopy-looking maidservant, seemingly
in waiting for them at the door, stepped forward, and more
intent on telling the news than giving them any help, immediately
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began with, ?The Thrush is gone out of harbour, please sir, and one
of the officers has been here to?? She was interrupted by a fine tall
boy of eleven years old, who, rushing out of the house, pushed the
maid aside, and while William was opening the chaise-door himself,
called out, ?You are just in timeWe have been looking for you
this half-hourThe Thrush went out of harbour this morningIt was a beautiful sightAnd they think she will have her orders
in a day or twoCampbell was here at four o?clock to ask
for you: he has got one of the Thrush?s boats, and is going off to her
at six, and hoped you would be here in time to go with him
A stare or two at Fanny, as William helped her out of the carriage,
was all the voluntary notice which this brother bestowed; but he
made no objection to her kissing him, though still entirely engaged
in detailing farther particulars of the Thrush?s going out of harbour,
in which he had a strong right of interest, being to commence his
career of seamanship in her at this very time
Another moment and Fanny was in the narrow entrance-passage
of the house, and in her mother?s arms, who met her there with
looks of true kindness, and with features which Fanny loved the
more, because they brought her aunt Bertram?s before her, and there
were her two sisters: Susan, a well-grown fine girl of fourteen, and
Betsey, the youngest of the family, about five?both glad to see her
in their way, though with no advantage of manner in receiving her
But manner Fanny did not wantWould they but love her, she should
be satisfi
