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?Bertram,? said Henry Crawford, ?I shall make a point of coming
to Mansfield to hear you preach your first sermonI shall come on
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purpose to encourage a young beginnerWhen is it to be? Miss
Price, will not you join me in encouraging your cousin? Will not
you engage to attend with your eyes steadily fixed on him the whole
time?as I shall do?not to lose a word; or only looking off just to
note down any sentence preeminently beautiful? We will provide
ourselves with tablets and a pencilWhen will it be? You must preach
at Mansfield, you know, that Sir Thomas and Lady Bertram may
hear you
?I shall keep clear of you, Crawford, as long as I can,? said Edmund;
?for you would be more likely to disconcert me, and I should be
more sorry to see you trying at it than almost any other man
?Will he not feel this?? thought Fanny?No, he can feel nothing
as he ought
The party being now all united, and the chief talkers attracting
each other, she remained in tranquillity; and as a whist-table was
formed after tea?formed really for the amusement of DrGrant,
by his attentive wife, though it was not to be supposed so?and
Miss Crawford took her harp, she had nothing to do but to listen;
and her tranquillity remained undisturbed the rest of the evening,
except when MrCrawford now and then addressed to her a question
or observation, which she could not avoid answeringMiss
Crawford was too much vexed by what had passed to be in a humour
for anything but musicWith that she soothed herself and amused
her friend
The assurance of Edmund?s being so soon to take orders, coming
upon her like a blow that had been suspended, and still hoped uncertain
and at a distance, was felt with resentment and mortification
She was very angry with himShe had thought her influence
moreShe had begun to think of him; she felt that she had, with
great regard, with almost decided intentions; but she would now
meet him with his own cool feelingsIt was plain that he could have
no serious views, no true attachment, by fixing himself in a situation
which he must know she would never stoop toShe would
learn to match him in his indifferenceShe would henceforth admit
his attentions without any idea beyond immediate amusementIf
he could so command his affections, hers should do her no harm
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CHAPTER XXIV
HENRY CRAWFORD had quite made up his mind by the next morning
to give another fortnight to Mansfield, and having sent for his
hunters, and written a few lines of explanation to the Admiral, he
looked round at his sister as he sealed and threw the letter from
him, and seeing the coast clear of the rest of the family, said, with a
smile, ?And how do you think I mean to amuse myself, Mary, on
the days that I do not hunt? I am grown too old to go out more than
three times a week; but I have a plan for the intermediate days, and
what do you think it is??
?To walk and ride with me, to be sure
?Not exactly, though I shall be happy to do both, but that would
be exercise only to my body, and I must take care of my mind
Besides, that would be all recreation and indulgence, without the
wholesome alloy of labour, and I do not like to eat the bread of
idlenessNo, my plan is to make Fanny Price in love with me
?Fanny Price! Nonsense! No,
