@@@@@When I didn't move, she got up, walked over 457
@@@@@When I didn't move,
she got up, walked over to me, and dropped it in my lapShe sat on the arm of my chair and
waited
I held on stubbornly for half a minuteThen I snatched the little square of fabric angrily and
wiped my eyes
?Everybody cries their first yearThese emotions are so impossibleWe're all children for a bit,
whether we intended that or notI used to tear up every time I saw a pretty sunsetThe taste of
peanut butter would sometimes do that, too She patted the top of my head, then trailed her
fingers gently through the lock of hair I always kept tucked behind my ear
?Such pretty, shiny hair,? she noted?Every time I see you it's shorterWhy do you keep it that
way??
Already in tears, I didn't feel like I had much dignity to defendWhy claim that it was easier to
care for, as I usually did? After all, I'd come here to confess and get help?I might as well get on
with it
She didn't gasp, as I half expected she wouldKathy was good at her jobHer response was
only a second late and only slightly incoherent
?You? She? she's still that?present? ?
The appalling truth tumbled from my lips?When she wants to beOur history bores herShe's
more dormant while I'm workingBut she's there, all rightSometimes I feel like she's as present
as I am My voice was only a whisper by the time I was done
?Wanderer!? Kathy exclaimed, horrified
