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The big boy was chasing them
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I woke with most of my body on the floor but one
leg - my left - still propped on the bed and fast
asleepOutside, the wind and surf continued to
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roarInside, my heart was pounding almost as hard
as the waves breaking on the beachI could still
see Tessie going down - drowning while those soft
and implacable hands clasped her calvesIt was
perfectly clear, a hellish painting inside my head
But it wasn't the dream of the little girls
fleeing the frog-thing that was making my heart
pound, not the dream that caused me to wake up on
the floor with my mouth tasting like copper and
every nerve seeming to burnIt was, rather, the
way you wake from a bad dream realizing that you
forgot something important: to turn off the stove,
for instance, and now the house is filled with the
smell of gas
I pulled my foot off the bed and it hit the floor
in a burst of pins and needlesI rubbed it,
grimacingAt first it was like rubbing a block of
wood, but then that numb sensation started to
leaveThe sensation that I'd forgotten something
vital did not
But what? I had some hopes that our expedition to
the south end of the Key might put an end to the
whole nasty, festering businessThe biggest
hurdle, after all, was belief itself, and as long
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as we didn't backslide in the bright Florida
sunshine tomorrow, we were over that oneIt was
possible we might see upside-down birds, or that a
gigantic hop-frog monstrosity like the one in my
dream might try to bar our way, but I had an idea
those were essentially wraiths - excellent for
dealing with six-year-old girls, not so good
against grown men, especially when armed with
silver-tipped harpoons
And, of course, I would have my pad and pencils
I thought Perse was now afraid of me and my
newfound talentAlone, still not recovered from
my near-death experience (still suicidal, in fact),
I might have been an asset instead of a problem
Because in spite of all his big talk, that Edgar
Freemantle really hadn't had another life; that
Edgar had just switched the backdrop of his
invalid's existence from pines to palmsBut once
I had friends againsaw what was all around me
and reached out to it
Then I'd become dangerousI don't know exactly
what she had in mind - other than regaining her
place in the world, that is - but she must have
thought that when it came to mischief-making, the
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potential for a talented one-armed artist was
greatI could have sent poison paintings all over
the globe, by God! But now I had turned in her
hand, just as Libbit hadNow I was something
first to be stopped, then discard
