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@@@@@Right under The End
of the Game, hanging from its red PushpinAnd
she'd wake up thinking that the dream had been
this conversation, the reality her father's
suicide on Duma Key
The rage was back, just like thatAs if it had
never been awayBut I couldn't let it fuck up my
thinking; couldn't even let it show in my voice,
or Ilse might think it was aimed at herI clamped
the phone between my ear and shoulderThen I
reached out and grasped the slim chrome neck of
the sink faucetI closed my fist around it
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"This won't take long, honBut you have to do it
Then you can go to sleep
Wireman sat perfectly still at the table, watching
meOutside, the surf hammered
"What kind of stove do you have, Miss Cookie?"
"GasGet the picture and throw it in the oven
Then close the door and turn the oven on
"No, Daddy!" Wide awake again, as shocked as when
I'd said fuck, if not more so"I love that
picture!"
"I know, honey, but it's the picture that's making
you feel the way you do I started to say
something else, then stoppedIf it was the sketch
- and it was, of course it was - then I wouldn't
need to hammer it homeShe'd know as well as I
didInstead of speaking I throttled the faucet
back and forth, wishing with all my heart it was
the bitch-hag's throat
"Daddy! Do you really think-"
"I don't think, I knowGet the picture, IlseI'm
going to hold the phone
